So, I guess I'm going to the University of Toronto. Sent in the comfirmation and everything. As someone who is deathly afraid of commitment(pretty much the reason I don't have a boyfrind IMO) this feels super weird. Toronto is such a great city, and the Uni has good classes. I was looking in the catalogue, and there were so many Introductory language classes, Polish, et al. That's going to be fun. They also have international relations as a major(and as a "Specialist"), not sure what that means, must find out. Its going to be hard to travel and all. And the papers I need, study permits and all that jazz. It's going to be nice getting out of the country, but I don't want to be ostracized for being American.
Spring Break in Minnesota!
It was warmer there than in Cleveland, so a big thhpbbth to the hometown. Got to see most of the fam, and all of the cousins I really wanted to see.
A funny thing I did, not to toot my own horn, but it really was funny.I had to wake up really early to catch a flight, and I was having this dream about a bass for sale with some friends from Tanglewood. They go to a school where they have to live off campus. So, we buy the bass, a really nice one I think it was, with an Italian name it was known by and everything. So the bass and us go back to the apartment and the apartment is very clean. being boys, I didn't really believe them, but when one of them pulled out a garbage bag, I said "you're getting good at domestic housekeeping." Only I said this out loud for some reason, and my mom starts laughing, because she was there. I was totally semisomniatic, lying there half awake, and it was kinda trippy. That was about it, and then I had to get on a plane, get off a plane, get lunch, go to rehearsal, and finally to babysitting, where I got so frustrated with the little girl that I really don't want to baby sit for that family anymore. They boy does not respect me at all, adn the girl is something else, in a bad way. I've been sitting for them for YEARS, honestly, and I think quitting is the easy way out. I'm moving soon, anyways, and they have junky food and lots of TV channels and a TiVo.
Today and Wednesday I have to help at Severance for the concerto auds. I feel weird doing my senior project there, helping with all the suditions when I'm not even going to a music school, but its not like I'm abandoning music forever, I'll still play in school orchestras, but I've come to the realization that It's not for me, I don't have the discipline, and I'm glad I figured this out before I committed to one.
Lunch is over, back to class now.